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it feel weird when i see her again. i missed her, but i can't go  for visit. i really wanna go but i can't. sometimes, no, i always felt guilty when i think about her. i had being told to just think about my school, but every weekend i always wondering, why i didn't go to see her? is it because i am too afraid to face her? and yes, i am too afraid.
but that was the old me, now i am going to face it. maybe it will take a long time, but i always know Allah will be there and help me. so please just cheer me up like you always do, and i will be myself again

maybe I can’t tell you what the real problem I faced now, and maybe you see that I don’t tell it to anyone. So please listen, I am not doing this because I don’t trust you. Because I think this is something I must faced alone. And I think, friend don’t need to know everything about you, because they will find it out without me telling you, right? :)

so, good evening and enjoy the rest of the day!

mayaoreo c: